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Trepidation

from Control Alter Deplete by Modal Citizan

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A ballad of torment, lust, and the inner struggle with love and a murder fantasy.

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If accommodations came a little less your way,
Oh, the trepidation and the anger!
Then maybe this shit wouldn’t be so fucked up
And maybe you’d still be alive.

[4x]
I often think about it
I often think

[4x]
You don’t think
You don’t feel

Everything was just you!
And, nothing was me! Me! Me!

I tried to sanitize my thoughts and let go!
But, I just can’t, ‘cause!

I wanna fuck you!
Tear your clothes off!
And eat your soul!

It was always me,
As you’d trip inside and shutter
It was always me
As I, blurred the lines

Who am I, who am I to you anymore?
I am the man that took you.

Who am I, who am I to you anymore?
I am – the soul – that bleeds/breaths!

What did it feel like - when you realized this mind was greater than you?
What did it feel like - when you pleaded to a god that gave up on you?

You left teeth marks on my fingers, when I shoved them in your mouth!
You left bite marks on my psyche, when I let you take control!

I wanna take you!
Tie your hands behind your back and make you lose control!

I WANNA BREAK YOU!
MAKE YOUR LEGS – SHAKE! SHAKE! SHAKE!
OUT OF CONTROL!

YOU LEFT TEETH MARKS ON MY FINGERS, WHEN I SHOVED THEM IN YOUR MOUTH!
YOU LEFT BITE MARKS ON MY PSYCHE, WHEN I LET YOU TAKE CONTROL!

I WANNA FUCK YOU!
TEAR YOUR CLOTHES OFF!
AND EAT YOUR SOUL!

I WANNA BREAK YOU!
MAKE YOUR LEGS – SHAKE! SHAKE! SHAKE!
OUT OF CONTROL!

YOU LEFT TEETH MARKS ON MY FINGERS, WHEN I SHOVED THEM IN YOUR MOUTH!
YOU LEFT BITE MARKS ON MY PSYCHE, WHEN I LET YOU TAKE CONTROL!

YOU LEFT TEETH MARKS ON MY FINGERS, WHEN I SHOVED THEM IN YOUR MOUTH!
YOU LEFT BITE MARKS ON MY PSYCHE, WHEN I LET YOU TAKE CONTROL!

I wanna hurt you. :)

credits

from Control Alter Deplete, released November 11, 2020
Sean Beavan - Mixing and Mastering Engineer

Ryan Kali Jones (Composer/Vocals/Synths)
Adam Fueston (Guitars)
Shaun Waff (Bass Guitar)
David Fueston (Drums)

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Modal Citizan Virginia Beach, Virginia

We are Modal Citizan - an Alternative/Rock group based out of Virginia Beach, Virginia. Our music has several influences from the 90’s, but has an extremely unique feel. There is a story. A story of life and death. Tragedy. Hate and sadness. Pain and resolve. ... more

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