Sometimes, what we want is not what it may seem. Is it possible that we all have an inner hatred and subsequent drive to destroy those that break our trust? When trust is broken, they are met with a monster within. Sometimes, that monster feels empathy, but the end result is always the same.
lyrics
Catch of the millennium, eyes sparkle sun-wide
How you wish to place it, there's something different inside
Trusting me to trust you… you step into some dark room…
Standing naked, cut, release, you slip into this warm pool.
You fall deep down to the only shimmer -
Covenant gateway - halo whisper.
Sweet submission to the warm elixir -
Resonant breakdown, whore bitch fixer
The portal opens to a wretched something,
Damning you down for all you are.
You start to think, that this is a dream
But, if it’s not, you’ve gone too far.
There's no escape!
There's no escape!
And right before you the four-horned dancer
Stomping you down to shatter you apart, screamin’,
Hands of death, the blackest wings!
Oh, how you fall!
You will not ruin everything!
I'll make you crawl!
And deep inside you inside is the hate romancer,
Ending every inch of you once and for all,
crying -
No I, no I, no I don't
No I, no I, no I don't
No I, no I, no I don't love you – anymore.
I can’t remember the human in me.
There’s never been – a human in me.
I can’t remember the human in me.
There’s never been – a human in me.
Sorrow running through your bones,
But, you just can't seem to let it go.
You know -
An angel dies when she, becomes a whore.
Fall deep down to the only shimmer.
Covenant gateway, halo whisper.
Sweet submission to the warm elixir.
Resonant breakdown, whore bitch fixer.
credits
from Control Alter Deplete,
released November 11, 2020
Mixed and Mastered by Ryan Kali Jones
Ryan Kali Jones (Composer/Vocals/Synths)
Adam Fueston (Guitars)
Shaun Waff (Bass Guitar)
David Fueston (Drums)
Kristina Holland (Backup Vocals)
We are Modal Citizan - an Alternative/Rock group based out of Virginia Beach, Virginia. Our music has several influences
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